Friday, July 6th, 2007
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4:20 pm - OMG I havent been here for ages
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My goodness, I can't believe my LJ account here is still working... but have been dead for quite some time...
I've already been working for 2 years and 4 months and most of my batch have already resigned... The most recent one was Siaw Ting, she handed in her resignation with immediate effect last Monday. And suprise surprise, Mei-Hsien is still here! hahaha
Anyway, reading through my old entries really left me smiling here... those were the days when things were more carefree.
I even had a change of manager, the one after my ding dong ex-boss resigned after two months! goodness... and it has nothing to do with me!
And I finally get to visit the UK, in May for 2 weeks with Thean, ah ya and Deb...
but the most important thing:
I STILL LOVE NEIL! hahahaa
and he's coming down to Singapore in August! I don't care, I'm coming down to see him! It's destiny! DESTINY!
hahahaha
Anyway, there's a new person to add more irritation in my life... i call him ah boy... and he really deserves that name...
current mood:  blah
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(2 radical dreams | What do you believe?)
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Friday, May 19th, 2006
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10:21 pm
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been having too much conversation bout buffy the vampire slayer, thanx to 'supernatural'
seriously... if even watching buffy give me the jitters, imagine how horrified i was watching supernatural... i think i almost got a heart attack...
neway... thanx to all these conversations bout how i can bear buffy wif my colleagues, i had another rauchy dream bout buffy... n again i was buffy...
sighhh *shakes head slowly*
n it was rauchy... so shall not write in detail here
hahahahaha
current mood:  sleepy
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(What do you believe?)
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Saturday, May 6th, 2006
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5:16 pm
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these days, i haf been having this feeling tat some1 is around me
few days ago, as i was waiting for the bus in the morning
i suddenly felt some1 walk up and stand next to me
i wanted to turn n glare at the person to keep a distance from me
but there was nobody there
*screams*
n these days, my pc is going haywire again, i think it's being possessed again
when i printed my factsheet, the wrong chart came out....
again this is happening
my colleagues told me to throw uncook rice n salt at my pc
but neway, it's freaky... i keep feeling a presence next to me
current mood:  scared
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(What do you believe?)
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Sunday, April 30th, 2006
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12:39 am
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huhuhu thean yee is gonna turn 24 years old soon
HAPPY EARLY BDAY THEAN!!!
YOU'RE OLDER THAN ME NOW!!!!
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHA
neway... back to my grumpy side....
I LOST MY PUPPY HANDPHONE CHAIN!!! NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! *rolls on the ground screaming in agony*
AND MY TOTORO CHAIN ALONG WIF IT!!!!! NOOOOOOOO *screams more*
i'm horribly devastated.... i even cried at nite thinking of my puppy.... n totoro...
uwaaaaaaahhh how can this happen to me??!!!
everything sux now....
i think i'm gonna b bitchy from now on....
current mood:  infuriated
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(2 radical dreams | What do you believe?)
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Tuesday, April 11th, 2006
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12:15 am
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arrghh i cant feel my legs!!!
so damn tired....
went shopping wif thean and siti... or it was more like me shopping... hehehehe
bought 2 new pair of shoes and a new piece of suit... yay new suit for my coming seminars!
n 4 new books...
hmm n i just bought 5 books last 2 weeks ago n i'm still reading 1 book from tat stack...
hehehehe
neway, besides tat
went for MPO... to catch Simon Mulligan on the piano
yummy fella... hehehe n he's so friendly!!!
took pics wif him... oooh nice strong arms he has...
hahaha
but wat a waste, he just got married
damn!
me n my colleague are still pining tat loss... hahahhaa
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Friday, April 7th, 2006
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11:14 pm
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arrghhh
my face is all wet now...
i dunno y... but the moment i heard damien rice's the blower's daughter, tears start flowing
arrghhh the moment i heard his voice, the tears wont stop flowing
*sniffs*
it's been a long time since i cried while listening to a song...
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Saturday, March 25th, 2006
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6:26 pm
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i had another dream... my annual dream of running away from getting tied down...
hahhaa... i think it confirms my phobia of commitments...
neway...
i dreamed i was sitting in a hotel room... it was my wedding... i think the venue was at the hotel
n i was alone
n i ran out of the place
coz i was afraid of wat i was getting myself into
i was in a foreign place n my frens was not with me there
n there i was, running aimlessly and crying
i knew i changed out of my clothes (my colleagues actually asked me whether i was running around in a wedding dress... hahaha)
but i was really sad coz i didnt know wat to do
i didnt want to b there
but then i dunno how, i ended up back to the room
my face was red n it was very obvious i had been crying terribly
coz 2 woman came into the room to take a peek at me
n 1 of them was asking why i changed out of my clothes
blah blah i ignored here, was still staring at the mirror
n then the best man came in to check on me too
n he said something to me, i think something like dont worry to much
n left
i was considering of leaving the place
n ta dah my groom came in!
hahahaha
the moment i heard his voice, i knew i didnt want to leave already
but i didnt get to see his face!!!!
baaaaaahh
only heard his voice
n i turned to face him
N I WOKE UP!!!!
>.
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Thursday, February 2nd, 2006
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4:04 pm
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happy chinese new year to all my LJ friends!!!
gong xi fa chai!
oh goodness, the weather is terribly hot now... can't stand it...
neway... i cant believe i joined love happens community... hahahhaa
cant remember the site name though... hahahhaa
neway, my chinese new year is terribly boring
nothing to do at all...
bahh...
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Sunday, January 22nd, 2006
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12:51 am
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my lovely neil
how i love my neil
but he has a horrible beard now... eee i so want to shave it off
but he still haf his beautiful face beneath tat ugly bush...
n his eyes still has tat emptiness...
i want to fill his emptiness wif my sunlight
neil neil neil neil
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Saturday, January 7th, 2006
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9:23 pm
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when i look at you, i feel thankful...
ahh... such meaningful lyrics from le couple...
neway, i'm so happy with 2 new hide plushies...
i love their hair... it feels like i'm really messing his hair...
n i'm finally gonna watch harry potter!!!
FINALLY!!!
bought tix for tmr's screening at midvalley last nite...
raining so damn heavily... i got drenched when heading to the car
neway...
( pics of my 3 hide )
current mood:  crazy
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Monday, January 2nd, 2006
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2:11 am
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oh no oh no oh no
i'm already 23 years old
boo-hoo-hoo...
bahh...
neway, i haf a stupid bro
took away my charger
n now my hp is totally dead...
i haf to ask lim to bring his charger so i can charge it at redbox later...
n celebrated my bday wif some OLD schoolmates, collegemates and colleagues...
n i feel like complaining bout tat dumb gay idiot fella but i'm really so disappointed in him
neway... will keep tat for later... or when i'm in the mood to write bout it
neway back to my bday...
nothing much bout it
jaycee cooked pasta which was as good as ever
n i spent most of the time bitching bout work wif my colleagues...
so i feel kinda bad for steph coz the only person she knew there was kong qian... n he's not a really a good person to haf a long conversation unless u want to b the only one talking...
N THEAN YEE WASNT BY MY SIDE TO COUNTDOWN TO MY 23RD BDAY!!!
*sobs*
she rather watch footie with tat woman...
eee
n for tat, u dun get to eat my bday cake, thean!!!
muahahahaha
it was really good!!! yum yum
n i forgot to give u keropok!!!
n ur xmas present!!!
neway, i'm starting to get hooked on my chemical romance... reminds of DeG...
current mood:  crappy
current music: demolition lovers - my chemical romance
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(2 radical dreams | What do you believe?)
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Thursday, December 29th, 2005
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8:35 pm
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Tuesday, December 27th, 2005
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12:55 am
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whenever it comes to suicide, this is one touchy subject to me.
for me, ending your life is not a really grand way to exit from this world... i find it pretty worthless actually... there u are... with a life in front of u and yet u just want to end it when it's not even the right time n u didn't even show the world wat u have in store for them in the future
imagine those terminally-ill ppl... these ppl are trying their best to survive coz they want to live
n here u are wanting to end ur life
and this life tat others dun have the opportunity to have
isnt it such a waste?
i think i watched too many korean dramas... hahaha... everytime the lead actress/actor will die of a terminal disease and they don't want to die coz they have found the love of their life
yeah, imagine if u killed yourself... wat bout your soulmate?
so poor thing... left alone this world, looking for their other half, and not knowing they have bailed out on this life already... n your soulmate will always be looking for you, always feeling an emptiness tat cant be filled thanks to your selfishness
current mood: blah
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(2 radical dreams | What do you believe?)
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Wednesday, December 14th, 2005
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3:18 pm
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happy belated bday my dearest hide!!!!
and i'm getting 2 hide plushie soon!!!
*twirls around*
thanx thean!!!
muacks muacks muacks
neway, i am getting my bonus after all!! yayyy!!!
and now i haf to eat my words n treat my colleagues to lunch
hahahaha
so now i can buy more plushies n manga!!!
n new suits
new shoes
new handphone
new washing machine for my mom
n i can contribute more to msia's consumer spending! hahahaha
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(2 radical dreams | What do you believe?)
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Saturday, December 3rd, 2005
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1:20 am
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arrgggghhh i'm so devastated....
i wont b getting any bonus this year as i'm only working for less than a year n being a contract staff too...
how disappointing...
when i actually am entitled to get bonus based on my evaluation
n i dun get any bonus...
bahh...
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Saturday, November 19th, 2005
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2:19 am
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what do i do?
what should i do?
tat dumb gay guy only talks to me when he needs something...
n yet i still talk to him when i told all my frens i'm not gonna respond to him...
i'm such a dumb assssss
i seriously dun c wat i c in this dumb gay guy...
even kya kya agrees wif me tat he's prob dumb and gay
my heart hurts when i know he's only using me
n yet i still hope tat he talks to me
n now... he's looking for some1 who's taking cfa next june...
hmmm if i take cfa next year, tat means i'll get to b his study partner...
then i'll get to b closer to him...
but anyone who studies wif me will definitely vomit blood...
dumb gay fella
thanx for ruining my life
i used to b happy until u came along into my life
y the hell did u haf to come n tok to me?
current mood: cranky
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(1 radical dream | What do you believe?)
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Sunday, November 6th, 2005
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3:52 am
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| Your Birthdate: January 1 | 
You are a natural born leader, even if those leadership talents haven't been developed yet.
You have the power and self confidence to succeed in life, and your power grows daily.
Besides power, you also have a great deal of creativity that enables you to innovate instead of fail.
You are a visionary, seeing the big picture instead of all of the trivial little details.
Your strength: Your supreme genius
Your weakness: Your inappropriate sensitivity
Your power color: Gold
Your power symbol: Star
Your power month: January |
ermm... this sounds a bit true... i am really quite insensitive... hehehe
| Your Personality Profile | 
You are pure, moral, and adaptable.
You tend to blend into your surroundings.
Shy on the outside, you're outspoken to your friends.
You believe that you live a virtuous life...
And you tend to judge others with a harsh eye.
As a result, people tend to crave your approval. |
| How You Are In Love | 
You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.
You give and take equally in relationships.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.
You're secretly hoping your partner will change for you.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. |
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Monday, October 31st, 2005
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4:40 pm
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aaaah havent been back here for ages....
well, it has been... let's see *counts* almost 8 months of me working here...
n wat can i say bout working life....
*ahem ahem*
LIEW MEI-HSIEN IS ONE MEAN GIRL!!! SHE ALWAYS GIVES ME COLD STARES DURING MY FIRST WEEK!!!
MUAHAHAHAHAHHAA
neway, tat cute IT guy (stop rolling ur eyes, mei-hsien) already left the bank...
how sad.... but he got a gf already
so he's off my list...
but.... hohohoho there's a new guy in the investment dept
cute fella... but i suspect he's gay...
but i'm not dropping him off yet... hohohohoho
n tat ding dong dumb n gay fella (ah ya's ex-colleague, who left ibm) is still a ding dong
i shud give up on him, but i cant!!!!
bahhhh
neway, would like to wish all my LJ buddies
HAPPY DEEPAVALI AND SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!
don't play with fireworks without adult supervision! *winks*
current mood:  bouncy
current music: Can't Stop Falling in Love - Globe
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Saturday, June 11th, 2005
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2:20 am
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aaaaaah it's been ages since i posted here....
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let's see... wat haf bcome of me since the last time i posted...
i got a job finally at the central bank...
1st week there was the worse moments in my life
but now i love my job!
my colleagues are great and i constantly remind them how cold they treated me during my 1st week
my boss spoils me alot... and hence i get more work to do
coz when he's in a good mood, he'll give me more work... sigh...
i've gone gaga over some cute IT vendor here....
i'm still trying to find the courage to talk to him...
n i ended making frens wif the other vendor...
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(3 radical dreams | What do you believe?)
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Wednesday, February 9th, 2005
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1:13 am
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HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!!!!!!
too bad can't play fireworks here
hahahaha
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